Can't sleep, clown'll eat me. Can't sleep clown'll eat me.
So i recently had my first nightmare, or at least the first one i can remember waking up and then man that dream sucked. It was kovo 11, independance day. I woke up much earlier than i wanted to and after a couple of hours of internetting went back to sleep. I don't remember exactly how the dream went, but something along these lines: i was having a dream that i was lying down, and i couldn't move at all, then i heard something going on downstairs and i woke up, being relieved that it was just a dream, but i was still really tired so i figured i would just go back to bed. Then i had another dream that i was somehow trapped someplace with some tractors driving around me, and i was having trouble moving around becasue everytime i tried to go someplace another tractor came up, and almost ran me over. It was getting worse and worse with tractors coming closer and closer to hitting me. Then i woke up again, and figured screw this i don't need to go to sleep any more i'll just get up. So i went down stairs and met up with liepa, and a friend she had just made that day. Then we go to visit this other girls family, she has a lot of relatives, including for some reason some black relatives who do not speak english or lithuanian. but then as i'm walking someplace a trip and fall and all the sudden a i can't move anymore. Not only can i not move but something heavy and unpleasant is pushing down on me. Eventually i convince myself that it is not really happening but just my imagination and i am able to get up, and start telling them how terrible it was, but as i was talking a bunch of tractors start driving up to us. So once again i try to convince my self that they are not real, but at this point i'm quite sure that i have gone crazy. It keeps getting worse and worse, with periods of sanity much shorter, and periods of insanity increasingly longer and disturbing.
That's when i woke up for real. it reminds me of the futurama where leela gets stung by the space bee and thinks she's going crazy. Also when i woke up i couldn't feel my arm because i was sleeping on it funny, so that might be why i had that crazy dream. anyway, it was totally disturbing and not fun at all.
That's when i woke up for real. it reminds me of the futurama where leela gets stung by the space bee and thinks she's going crazy. Also when i woke up i couldn't feel my arm because i was sleeping on it funny, so that might be why i had that crazy dream. anyway, it was totally disturbing and not fun at all.
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i used to have dreams sometimes that seomthing bad was happening and that i needed to turn on the lights or the music (braveheart). then i would wake up and try to do that, but i couldn't move. i mean i couldn't like jump out of bed or anything. i had to purposefully start moving my head first then my shoulder, torso, and only then would my legs respond. that happened at least twice, once in durham, once in germany.
The worst part was just thinking that i was going crazy. I knew that i was losing my mind, but there wasn't anything i could do. I kept trying to tell myself that i was just imagining everything, and it would help for a little while, but then i would forget and have some strange fantasy again.
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